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I do wonder if our gums hurting (which started before I fronted, and seems to be improving again) and me fronting for the first time since we couldn’t get powerful enough painkillers for the post-surgical pain are related. ‘Cause the other thing I’ve noticed is an occasional phantom saltiness, like the briny mix I washed ny mouth out with for longer than I was supposed to, because post-surgical care is a farce. And those are both sensory experiences echoing not just a fucking stressful time, but one when I out of the fourteen of us was fronting.